Grief, Care giving, and such

So much has happened in the past few years. My mom and granny passed away. These two deaths were heart wrenching to say the least. I did not like seeing them suffer. One day I will write about the process of giving care for both, how different it was and how much I wanted to take away their pain. I felt so helpless.

 

365 New Years Days

Its a new year, filled with new possibilities! I love the New Year because the world collectively is in "start over" mode! Every body takes a look at what they didnt do, or what they wanted to do, and makes plans and efforts towards those things; DO OVER! How wonderful is that?! Sounds like EVERY DAY for the believer! He says His mercy is NEW EVERY MORNING, so to every believer Happy 365 New Years Days and counting!

Upheaval

This weekend was ridiculous in God! What an awesome time in the Holy Ghost! It had been so long that I experienced  that type of anointing, that I hadn't realized that the fire that was once resident in me was dormant and almost fizzled out. I thought I was in a good place but once I experienced the apostolic and the prophetic again, I remembered, my Spirit Man remembered and my baby leaped! I love it when God smears us with fresh oil! I am revived and refreshed and recharged and ready to carry out my mandate and purpose once again! There has been a strong, violent, disturbance (upheaval) in my life! I am not the same woman that I was last week and all because of being in the atmosphere of miracles once again! How I miss and long for the apostolic and prophetic in a continuous flow! The Lord will lead me to that place once again. Until then, I will maintain, protect, and guard with my life what I have received and will not let anyone, including me, or anything remove me from THIS place; KINGDOM!

The Days of Our Lives

Everyday we live is for a purpose! There is something to be accomplished just in the day to day interactions, and pursuits of just being. Someone is to educated, informed, encouraged, set straight, put in their place, or elevated to a new place by your being, existing, interacting, admonishing, charging, providing. So when the day to day seems mundane and monotonous or pointless, know this! These are the days of your life for you to live! Don't let them "LIVE" you! Live charged and motivated by purpose!

Experiences-Revelation

Life is a collection of experiences. Everyday is an experience, pleasant or unpleasant, all still experience. Reading is an experience. Writing is an experience. Going to the store, you guessed it, is an experience. God's design is to guide your experiences to an expected end so He gives you gifts and talents to lead you down a particular pathway. A poets experience is tailored to things that appear poetic, so the poet moves to help you experience his or her experience by sharing a poem or spoken word piece; all experiences.As the poet articulates or shares, you are taken to another experience designed to heighten your experience to an awareness, affirmation, frustration, disdain; some emotion that affects your experience that either causes you to cry, get angry, be healed, be uncovered, be moved to action, which in turn affects your experience. Your experience/life DOES matter! Its apart of the circle of life. You HAVE ALREADY made a difference to someones existence, experience, life! YOU MATTER!

Invisible

According to Hebrews 11, the worlds were framed by that which is invisible. That means what we see is made or framed by something we cant see. How many invisible factors are at work today to create the things we currently see? How many future things are yet to be created but the invisible things that are at work right now?  Wow just to think the grass that we walk on was formed by the invisible?Everything, the sun, the moon, the stars, oceans, mountains, etc were formed by the invisible.

God himself decides to remain invisible! Their must be some validity to invisibility.

Without faith, its impossible to please God. Faith is not visible but experienced! So the key to unlock God's invisible center of pleasure is not seen but experienced. Tap into the invisible.....The Only Wise God, and allow him to make Himself visible to you.

Hunger

Hunger can be a driving force. I have be so compelled by hunger to go to 3 different places to get 3different items to create 1 meal. How crazy is that? Ludicrous. There are no limitations to hunger. If you are hungry enough, you will eat anything and stop at nothing to satisfy the hunger. Natural hunger is a mirror of hunger for anything else. If you are hungry for attention, hungry for advancement, hungry for mobility, nothing will stop you. Check you appetite.